Live and Let Run
Social anxiety isn’t cool.
OCD isn’t cool.
Bipolar disorder isn’t cool.
Depression isn’t cool.
Cutting isn’t cool.
Phobias aren’t cool.
Trauma isn’t cool.
Sleep disorders aren’t cool.
Eating disorders aren’t cool.
They’re real things, they’re scary, and pretending you have them is just fucking obnoxious and an insult.
Fuck its been awhile. Too anyone who actually enjoyed my blog, I apologize. For awhile I was pretty depressed and I just could not stand looking at all the happy healthy whole people on my dash. I didn’t have the energy to blacklist, or the heart to unfollow. So I just cocooned myself in my fandom blog and cried a lot. Its hard having an injury that there is absolutely no way to overcome without outside help. Luckily I’m finally getting some.
Wednesday I go in for reconstructive ACL surgery, and then get to start my 3-6 months of hard as hell recovery. Its not going to be fun, but ill finally get back all the shit I love so much.
I haven’t been able to run in two months. I haven’t been able to yoga in two months. I’m so tired and angry as I watch myself gain more and more weight…I’m losing my hard earned muscle. If you read this, thanks (: sometimes I just gotta whine haha. Anyone I’m bulking up my queue and hopefully ill be back to regular posting. Happy bloggin to the rest of ya!
“The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said, and never explained”
—Anonymous (via winterscars)
kill your LEGS, ARMS and ABS!
yes, yes, yes …. you can!
Lorddd
go do 30. RIGHT NOW!
